Something seemed to change in Bekka's manner as she slowly realized, with a sinking feeling in her gut, that this man would not be easy to fool or keep on the outside. He was already knowledgeable as to who she was and what she could do. He knew she had a Reaper gunship, and he very likely wanted something.
On the other hand . . so did she. She clamped down on the churning in her stomach, trying to muster the words in her suddenly dry throat to speak. But then . . .George's calm voice spoke out, buying her time and appearing, at least to Bekka, as a gesture from an old friend covering her back.
"the Orphans face death every other week, Peer." The armored form said simply. "And we don't leave people behind. Curious to you, maybe. The only option to us."
The few seconds he'd bought her was enough, Bekka mustered a grim smile as she realized she didn't have to try and pretend any more. Not with Peer. He could check their vitals, so faking wasn't really an option. "My Cohorts are extremely capable." She agreed solemnly. "But this world brings new dangers that they don't quite understand. And anyways . . .I've faced death most of my life, in one form or another. I don't leave brothers or sisters behind, no matter what the relationships were on the outside. Ties like that matter."
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Sera nodded. What Fille said made sense. But she had the urge to say no. "It's. . . almost to prove a point, I think." she finally said after another silence. Her orange-flecked eyes gazing up to Fille, once again a sadness filling their depths. "Theta's are running scared. Fille. They're terrified of death in this game. Bloody hell, we're all dying, for crying out loud." Her voice seemed to grow almost desperate. "Here we still have a chance, a better one than what real life gave us, in some ways. Call me crazy, but I want to be the Outlander bard, the Theta who sang for kings and queens, even though she could die doing it. For the first time in over a decade, I've got a chance to live, to dance, to sing. I'm going to take it, and take it on my terms."
She trailed off slowly, closing her eyes, surprised by her own tone, more than a little desperation in it. "I'll be out of your hair in a bit, have no worries about that. Risking my life I can do, because it's mine to risk. Yours . . isn't."
Edited by Ajax on June 10, 2014 at 0:17:18