Maybe you\'ve noticed my \"Friends\" topic, maybe you haven\'t. but I\'m sure at least some of you are aware of Darkgate now.
Which gave me the inspiration to do this.
Over the course of humanity, humans have formed several relationships with others, in the hope to bridge that long and gigantic abyss that is known as loneliness. As I\'ve said several times before in my time here, social belongingness is a proven human need. Although it is not needed as much as food or shelter, or that little saftey egg that is known as money, it is still ranked rather high up in Manslow\'s Heirarchy of needs.
Yet why isit actually needed? To help justify the human psyche? Well hell, we\'ve got religion for that. Maybe to complete that little circle of life that everyone is seeking. for instance, I form relationships here because when I actually form said relationships (confusing isn\'t it???), I can be anyone I want, and act how I want. Yet why? I\'ll never meet any of you...(except Darkgate)....so why even try to create a reputation here? Maybe it\'s unconcious, maybe I\'m doing it to prepare myself...maybe because I\'m just too damned ambitious for my own good, and that I actually believe that I will amount to someone important in life. Chances are, I\'ll be so little-known that no one outside of my friends and the few people who know me here would even have a damned clue what Kei means. So, logically speaking, I shouldln\'t be wasting my time typing this just to preserve my already hackneyed reputation here. I should be reading the Great Gatsby, or some other stupid book assigned to me...and yet, I still come here, just to say things and preserve the idea that I\'m actually a philosopher. And to preserve the few relationships that I have here.
I actually DO have relationships here too. I know WindRider, and Karayamikid, and DarkGate, and Mega X.exe, and Snakeman.exe, and Unknown_entity....and some other people too. but why the HELL should I care??? they don\'t care, that\'s for sure, so why should I??? Because I\'m lonely. Here in south carolina, there are about as many intelligent people are there are indifferent people in America...(slim to none).
Hence, I come to Interordi that way I can have some idea what I\'m doing, rather than foolishly attempting to form relationships with the IDIOTS that infest this god-forsaken school. Maybe That\'s why I\'m angry.....
Oh well. I thought I\'d just say this...as a personal complaint to myself.
but....why do YOU form relationships????
Are you not? What? You don't understand me?
Well, ?ƒ?†¥?§©ç??§´ƒß? to you too!
I dare you to ban me Dr.Cossack!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!